Alone.

Hai. I am having my PMS right now. I'm sorry friends for being so hardheaded and badmood for all of a sudden. Anyway, this week has been tough. It's been hard for me to talk and do because everything I do seems wrong. So, I'll just have to keep my mouth shut and my actions off. 2 of my friends just got their girlfriends congratulations you guys! You deserve them as much as they deserve you. I don't really know what's next to write. But I do know this: "If you have a problem with me, tell me. Not everybody else" I don't like settling problems in public because it seems like my whole privacy was out in the newspaper and everyone seems to be talking about it. I have school tomorrow for the UAS preparation. And I'll be dancing for Swara Mahardhika's anniversary. I feel very exhausted because of all my activities at school, outside school, and simple problems like my nails, I've been trying to stop biting them since new year. I've made simple progress, but since Popo was gone, I haven't been keeping my nails long for a while. 


nowplaying: Lotta Love - She and Him >next> Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift ft. Civil War


Taylor Swift feet Civil War's song: Safe and Sound is probably the perfect song to express my condition right now. My shoulder's been very heavy, carrying all my problems all around. I try not to care, but people keep reminding me that there's still a problem out there and it's because of me. Safe and Sound reminds me that friends will help me go through this, and I'll be safe and sound, whenever I'm with them. 

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you nowCome morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)
La La (La La)
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh oh oh

H-5 TO THE ANNUAL HUNGER GAMES