Cinta Melulu

Hey babes and heartthrobs! It's the first day of February and I am up to no good? Nah I'm kidding. Happy Chinese New Year to those lovers out there who celebrates! I always get jealous of my friend who get tons of ang pao. Any who, this month my schedule will start getting busier because my class is having our Entrepreneurship Project! (this is different from our personal project). I'm grouped with Sonia, Damar and Verix and well we're not sure of what we're going to sell yet, though. So, February!!! This month's all about loving someone, telling someone you love them, and just plenty of adoring and loving other people! or your self! So this month's theme will be A D O R E.

Having someone to adore or to love is really nice because you feel like your heart actually likes something. Liking someone or adoring someone comes 1000000 percent from the heart and even though your brain sometimes denies that you adore that person, your heart can't lie. I've liked guys that I never thought of and my brain kept saying "no you don't like him. no you don't" but sometimes they make you feel all mushy and they make you smile or they wait for you until your driver or your mum picks you up from school, and it stirs up your mind completely. But when you love someone it doesn't have to be the love that can leave you heartbreaks. Loving someone innocently is one of the best kind of love because you know you're going to love them no matter what they are to you. For instance, having a dear friend you love is a very, very great feeling. It's amazing how sometimes when you leave someone on the friend zone, they can turn out to be your only other-gender best friend. It will be awkward at first because they once had a crush on you, and maybe you once had one on them too, but after being friends and telling things you don't normally talk about with other people to that person is really soothing and comforting, and you don't want that person to be someone more than a friend because you're already very comfortable with the position you and him/her are in. Having my cousins as friends is also really fun because we talk about the things no one understand. We would WRITE THE THINGS WE REALLY LIKE IN CAPS LOCK and sometimes just shout swear words like all the time for no particular reason. It's those kind of relationships where you don't care who he or she is to you, because all you care is that they are there for you and you will love them to death for who they are. I read an amazing quote:

"When you love someone it doesn't have to be heartbreaking. Sometimes you love someone and it's innocent like they're your sibling, or a very dear friend. And you shouldn't have to put up with any shit about that, just because others don't support your relationship. Sometimes when you love someone you love them for who they are, not who they are to you"

Of course, I've dreamt of the so called true love, or high school sweetheart. But it's not my time to experience all that, and I'm okay with it. Although after watching The Fault In Our Stars trailer, I felt like watching that with a boyfriend would be perfect, but then watching it with my dear cousin who is as fanatic as I am will be perfect as well. But you know what, true love and shit will come to everyone, I'm sure. It doesn't have to be a person. It could be a dog, or a cat, or maybe your pet hedgehog. You won't be labelled forever alone just because you didn't find a person. But for those who feel sad about not having a lover this February, this text post by Amanda Crute will make you feel way, way better:

"You’re single because you’re single. It’s not because you texted too much or too little or waited 33 minutes to respond because he took 23. It’s not because you met up with your ex that night at 5 a.m. that no one knows about, or because you kissed another boy after a date with a loser.

You’re not single because you spit food on that date or tripped coming out the the movie theatre. You’re not single because you hurt your first boyfriend really badly when you were 15 or because you have yet, to this day, to apologize. It’s not because you were secretly jealous when your friend got a boyfriend or that a guy you dated for two months now has a really cute girlfriend and looks really happy. And you’re happy for him. But still ill that he found someone before you.

You’re not single because you slept with your ex boyfriend. You’re not single because half the world found out when you didn’t even want to remember it yourself. You’re not single because you think the guy your friend wants to hook you up with is ugly or not tall enough. It’s not because you’re not willing to put up with someone who doesn’t brush their teeth on a regular basis.

You’re not single because your standards are too high. Good for you for having standards. It’s not because you didn’t like that really, really good guy who wanted to take you on a date and you just weren’t feeling it. And it’s not because you like to wear pajama pants as soon as you get home and wash all the makeup off your face. You’re not single because you didn’t learn enough from the past or would rather chill on a Friday night with your blanket and a cold beer than shower, get ready, and go out. You’re not single because something is wrong with you.

You are single because you are single. It’s really as simple as that. You haven’t made the connection with another heart yet. You can get dolled up, dress cute, cut your hair, dye your hair, tweeze your eyebrows, put on lipstick and you may still. be. single. You can go out to a bar hoping to meet the love of your life and not find a damn one in the place attractive. And it’s going to remain that way until it’s time for you to find one. Stop hoping for it. Start living the life that you do have instead of wishing for things that you don’t have. There will come a time you’ll meet a boy and you’ll have to give up some of this single freedom you currently have. Start being more thankful. Start doing that now."

I hope you guys will have a great Saturday. Please keep in mind that loving someone good will always lead you somewhere better. OK, this is a really long month-welcoming post. And now I will leave you guys a bunch of couples I adore, just because.